Back Once Again

I still hear the songs that you played in my head...
It is actually one of the reasons why I can't let us go...
You play the songs that only my heart can hear...
You play the songs that also bring me to tears...

The pain was unbearable...
I can't talk, I can't walk...
I can't feel myself because of the pain...
I can't feel anything except that pain...

I wanted to run...
Run in the rain...
Run until I am out of breath...
Run until all the pain is being blown by the wind as I passed by.

I never thought that this could be my doing...
But who else am I to blame?
All of them told me it was me.
All of them are blaming me...

I want to run under the rain...
To wash all my tears away...
For no one must not see the pain...
That only my eyes could say...

I am feelings all these pain,
Of which I wanted not to remember...
The same feelings that was made by him before...
Now it's all back, and I don't know if I can still handle it anymore...