Dear John

December 31, 2012

11:10PM

Dearest John,

          2012 has been all out for me…

          Blessings poured unexpectedly. I thank God for everything that came into my life. Yet, despite the surprises God has in store for me, I still did not expect it to end in a more exciting and memorable way. From the moment that we met, till the time we built our friendship and when we tried to obviously hide our feelings, to our first kiss, from the time when I said “Yes.”, till now, I am completely in awe on how God knew that we are perfect for each other.

          I believe that falling in love and falling out of it is a choice… a decision, that we have the freedom of choosing. And I am very much happy and grateful that we both chose to fall in love with each other. And it was indeed funny how it all started. Yes, we had a bunch of relationships before yet, we have to admit that we both are not perfect and experts in handling relationships but, hey where’s the challenge if we know what will happen next? If we know what to expect, right? We will make our journey together worthy of keeping in our memories.

          Rougher and tougher roads, mind-bugling situations and problems, will surely come our way, but as always, I will not get tired of praying that we can make it through it all. But, if the time comes that I will get tired, I hope that you are there to catch me and let me remember the things that made me fall for you, and made me say that I will never leave you.

          Bee, I am not beautiful, smart, nor the best one out there and I keep on asking myself how I made you fall for me… and whatever the reason is, please hold on to that always? You know I have a lot of flaws, but I hope and pray that you will not give up on me.

          More importantly, I want you to always remember, although I am not in the mood, I will always love you.

        And, I wish for the year 2013 to be firewood that will help us to make our passion in studying, living, striving, fighting, hoping, and loving grow and develop.

Loving always and forever,

Kristine